Bodybuilding is not easy , ans is not only the drugs but also good food , intense training and plenty of rest . When you are complete on 3 basics the you start using gear but starting slowly because at beginning you grow on 500mg test but when you get really huge ( like 30kg over your height ) you need insulin + hgh to go to another level of size . of course all this size is fake ( not yours ) if you gain from slin or even from anabolics. if you stop doing all this you will lose alot of your gains because when you are at that level you need all that gear to keep your mass.

Do you believe santa claus? this muscle is not yours and your body dont want that. When people says you can hold gains on PCT and TRT ( yes if you are small ) but if you are bodybuilder impossible