New goal: Compete in bodybuilding

Okay.

So basically as some of you know, I once used to be really fucking fat...as in 44 inch waist at 5 ft 6 tall at age 16 level fat.

Unfortunately recently due to massive stress in my life and injuries and such...I let myself regress. I cut super hard and stupidly I did that around Christmas. Developed binge eating disorder and due to gym being shut, injuries etc I haven't been able to train when I needed to so I got very depressed and unmotivated...then I returned back to my old habits. Boredom eating...eating shit and doing nothing.

...anddd I slipped back into my old fatass self. My old fatass routine....and got chubby again.

It is going to be a LONG road back. A fucking LONG road. Long and hard...but I have done it before and I will do it again.