100% agree with that, Big.

Sure, if I were an Olympic athlete then shit of course give me a drug that would make me win everything and be a world champ then shit sign me but I die in 5 years time then shit sign me up! Hell yeah!
What an amazing life to be the ultimate champion. Of course I would do that no questions.

....but I'm not.

I'm a 20 year old who has three blown out vertebre a mashed SI joint two shoulder tears a pec tear and patella tendonitis lol. I cannot be an ultimate champion...I'm too injured!

There is a balance here. I'm not willing to die a decade young to be a big muscle man, Life and health to me honestly is far more important than that.

Also with BBing is the mental strain...the eating disorders, the OCD...the coming off your stack looking in the mirror shrinking go "oh shit" then count down the seconds until you can get back on your gear again and be paranoid everyone in the Gym is looking at you because you're smaller.
NOT HEALTHY.

Doing this differently from here on out. Already lost my youth to a sport which I dedicated my soul to which didn't work out not going to lose my older years to a hobby either.