I am now mentally exhausted honestly. Cannot sleep, hungry all the time, wake up multiple times a night....the carb cravings then eating donuts and cookoes and feeling shitty because you went +1000 over tdee.

So yeah. Just realized I have been on trenbolone for like 9 months at varying doses. As low as 200 mg acetate as high as 1.2 g enth for a few weeks...usually around 350-700 mg a week.

Cannot deal with it anymore.

Never got sides from tren before until I added in eq. I frontloaded eq at 2.1 g and took it at 900 mg a week for 8 weeks. No problems...was on acete for this time. No real insomnia etc no massive hunger carb cravings waking up needing carbs to sleep again. Startee using enth where I have never had a problem with before 3 weeks ago at 500 mg a week. Cannot function anymore. Just constantly hungry. Will eat and 30-60 mins later be hungry. Cannot sleep. Sleep for 2 hrs then awake hungry massive carb cravings.

Any idea what has caused this sudden unbearable change? Cannot live like this anymore. Sleep deprived to the point I can hardly concentrate craving carbs all the time.

Since I am also coming off t4 and now probably tren...how fat am I gonna get if I est at calculated tdee or sligthly under? Possibly no thyroid function as well as no tren. Worked super hard to grt lean and I will be devestated if I grt fat again.

How much of a role has eq had in the sudden skdes? absolutely no sides from it just awesome vascularity capped delts etc no raging hunger etc. Was pinnjng it 3x a week 900 mg as 300 mg a week but recently changed to 600 mg 1x a week, could this be causing the hunger?

Feeling pretty shit right now. Really hope I can get some sleep. 5th night of insomnia now and I ate a load of cookies and stuff because i was hypo after training literally shaking tunnel vision at lidls so probably set my recomp back at least 4 or sl days. I know it sounds stupid but I am desperate to not get fat again...I worked too hard to get decently lean coming from a 47 inch waist.