Cannot deal with the anxiety effect now. It is really starting to overwhealm me. I frontloaded 2 g on 25th Sept and did 900 mg for about 5 weeks then dropped to 600 mg for 3 weeks then stopped due to mental sides. It has been about 3 weeks since stopping but I am still getting gear effects from it such as the capped delts, veins and the appetite....oh the appetite. And the anxiety.

I thought because the half life is 14 days or so it would be out of my body ish by now but I just looked up... Testosterone undeconate is done every 4 months isn't it? A loading phase (front load) then large doses every 4 months...it sort of peaks a little bit then just stays in your body forever.

http://aveedusa.com/images/full_pres...data_graph.png

I am worried sick about this now. There is no fighting it, I will end up a fucking fatass by the time this takes to clear if it is another few months.

Cannot deal with the anxiety and such right now.

Anyone ever done something similar? How long did you notice the effects diminish after stopping eq?