Dr coming with meds tomorrow. Hopefully it'll be okay.

Ssri meds perhaps propanolol.

Again...I do not blame steroids for this. I am writing this just in case this becomes a media aricle or something. This is MY fault. My of other n doing. I ordered n up to it entirely. My family and I are in this mess because of my brain just being wired differently to literally 99%+ of the population + a tonne of other factors. You cannot put one pinpoint on here. I fear the media will just go "aha steroids!" And just further fuel th fight to criminalise them....ruin hm for normal actual functional individuals. Individuals who aren't messed up from events in their past and present. Individuals who aren't autistic. I am not a functional individual really. Honestly? I haven't been for a long time...autistic people aren't usually as high functioning as you guys here quite,
honestly. Our brains are just not meant for modern society most the time.

I am writing this in public to defend mts and aas and their users so the media cannot just latch onto this wnd further fuel the fight to ruin it for everyone.
Did an mts product ever cause an acute symptom of illness? An infection? An abscess? Did it ever cause me to get into harm right from using it? No. Did aas abuse ever show any abnormal blood tests? Not ever and I hwve had many.

I rrally hope the media doesn't scew this like thr taylor hooton story.

It I have nothing left I am going to o make sure my actions do not effect everyone else on this site and in the UK. I would not be fair. You guys are like a family to me. Nobody here in the uk deserves mts' operations t be compramised or bbers in the uk to be compramised due to me.