That seems a lot

Any substitute for eq? Cannot run it because of the mind fuck it causes.

Thyroid....rather not go near the stuff ever again. Had huge issues coming off of 100 mg t4 with depression and clinical hypothyroidism for nearly 10 weeks which resulted in me gaining like 10 lbs eating 2000 kcal per day..
Thyroid is dodgy stuff. Honestly I'd rather run 200 mg dnp than touch thyroid hormones again. The effect coming off it devestated my mental health so royally it wasn't even funny.

Stims...scared to use this Honestly. Heart doesn't really enjoy being stressed like that also anxiety insomnia all that terrible stuff.

I want to play this safe from now on

Done with cramming my body full of x y z to be big it isn't healthy