Yes this is what I thought, then I read that that is the theoretical half life but the pharmokinetics are actually different

For example take this interesting graph of the pharm kins of Deca: http://www.consultdrminas.com/img/hrt/table10.gif

The way your body works with it is different depending on where you inject and the dosage:volume ratio of oil etc etc

It also isn't a traditional half life where one you get a nice logarithmic curve of serum plasma levels, it is sort of a spike then a sustained level then a sudden drop

What I fear is that I did 2 grams and 900 mg/w for a few weeks, once 900 gets to peak is the same as a single 2 g inject in terms of peak plasma levels. I fear that basically there was a peak and now for like ages and ages there will just be this low sustained level of Eq in my blood.

You are correct, stuff is getting better day by day for sure so hopefully time will prove my fears wrong

...probably the eq talking lol