Being enhanced in Germany - dealing with the legal paranoia

In Germany everything related to gear is very strictly illegal. I take every precaution but there is always some background stress. Anyone else dealing with this? I am not stupid about it - no talking, discreet sources, nothing at work. But the legal situation here is worse than UK or US. How do you manage the mental side of being in a country with very strict laws around this?

I also live in Germany and this is my biggest concern too. I am very careful - never mention it to anyone, keep everything locked away at home. The paranoia is real but I think as long as you are discreet the actual risk is very low. You are not a dealer.

Netherlands has a more pragmatic approach legally but I understand the German situation. The personal use risk is practically low but the anxiety is a real cost of the lifestyle. I find keeping the circle very small helps - fewer people who know means fewer who could accidentally say something.